I like to copy people.

Voni's recent blog post got me thinking, it is the end of the '00s and it doesn't seem right, tomorrow is a new decade. I'm only 14 yet I've lived through 3 decades (nearly) and that makes me feel old... this year has been very full on. I went through so many emotions this year that I can't describe, people who know me could tell you some of this but since I never really told anyone about the deepest, darkest feelings, no-one could tell you that. I know some will not care or assume, never really bothered me too much. I guess now I'm not in a state to blog because I am sooooo 'effing pissed off now, at someone who shall be nameless, that I want to rip their head off. Some people are also annoying me with their hypocrisy, telling one person to get over someone and there's plenty of other people but not following the same "advice", I think the biggest hypocrisy happened this year because so many people where hypocrites, me alot too, and it seems unfair. I really do want to go back in time and change some mistakes I've had, from the big ones to the same ones, things I've said to people that they still remember today and won't let go for example, among others. I don't know if this is now something you're supposed to get used to but when someone asks you out somewhere, they are meant to tell you where and when? I've been invited places but never told anything else so I always end up sitting at home bored. This must be the 3rd or 4th time in these 2 weeks from the same person, wondering if to always expect it now. I will go now, food calls so guess I'll write next year <3 ~~