Confused.

On tuesday I went from ten to about four for a hospital appointment. It was a pre-operation examination as I'm due to have an op in six to eight weeks. Everyone keeps asking me why and things, while others don't seem to care at all (people who I thought would, don't and vise versa it seems). It's because my back isn't straight when it's supposed to be, in the x-ray it looks like an S shape and the doctor said that after they make it as straight as they can (apparently it's impossible for them to make it 100% straight) I will be taller. They hooked me up to a heart monitor and got my heart rate, took four tubes of my blood (it's still bluey black from the place she took it), did some lung tests and x-rays, photos of me with the bad back (me in my underwear bending go different directions, they said they'll do before and after things) and a tour of where I'll be staying. This curve is pretty rare-ish, while in alot of cases, it happened for a reason, for me it just happened and no-one knows why. They say mainly girls my age start to develope it but boys in rarer cases get it too... After the six hour op, I'll have to stay there five to seven days with six weeks after, not allowed to walk long distances, climb many stairs or do pe for a year after. So great it's worth the pain! Lets move on, not much more I can say.
Tomorrow my class is going to Belgium, should be an okay day except I have to wake up at five! I'll be back by eight in the evening, which makes it fourteen hours with twelve of it being spent on the coach, how fun... We won't be going to any shop so what's the point, we can't buy anything except food and my mum always wants me to buy her a fridge magnet for her, she'll kill me. I'm sitting next to Abi so I guess it won't be as bad as it could have been. She said she'd finally let me play her pokemon emerald and gold so that should be fun too. I'll tell you how it was some other day, I plan to update Abi and I's vlog channel too sometime soon, hopefully.
I'm confused about people too often, some are easy to read and understand but others are a random, unpredictable group that happen to always surprise you. It's funny how I seem to 'get on with boys better' and 'move on quickly' as well as 'fall in love quickly'. It's not true, some feelings are there from years ago and you can't change that, maybe I didn't mention that to you when we were talking.
I want to stay up, maybe talk to some people or play something but I know I got to wake us go about eight hours so better get some sleep, it's already past ten. öü
~ßB <3